holy, i'm supposed to be studying right now...but i guess i'm not since i'm writing this. oh well, still gotta lotta time left. i could argue against that, but i'll jus ignore it. anyways. it's been a hectic week. i think i might have passed geography, but i sure didn't get a b. i can make it up with the work to get at least a c or c+ but that's it. english was much easier than i thought it'd be. i probably have a b now, well...let's hope. history will have so alot of surprises i can see it coming. but i'm way too lazy to get ready for them. the quote "knowledge is power" 's been stuck in my head for the whole week. not sure why? maybe jus supports my wishing of being smarter. but i'm too lazy to i guess...i've given up on girls. well i'm not gay now...but i just don't think anythings gonna happen. if it was...it would've happened already, and it hasn't. so either God's gotta smack me in the face or i gotta come to the conclusion that its a big waste of energy to try, and just enjoy the rest of your year. holy. this whole thing with that girl has really come back to bite me in the ass. now i can't do anything without her watching...or whatever...really should've thought that whole thing through...whatever, enough procrastinating.
sway with the tide
and dance, fingertips against the wind
touch the velvet sky
and taste the moments of love
being lost isn't what i remember
but i wouldn't give it up for anything
