okay, so this is my first entry. this is pretty much so i can catch up on my writing to better my lyrics, cuz lets face it, they suck. so yea. and this is pretty much gonna be a journal too...i say journal cuz diary always sounded gay to me. okay sooo...lets get started?
i can't describe how you make me feel
i'm lost when it comes to words
at first everything seemed so real
now everything just seems to hurt
i see shame in crying
but i see no point in trying
i've givin up i say
but i guess i just keep lying
these feelings i try to understand
seem too complicated for my mind
i jus try to forget it all
but i see you with him...all the time
it breaks my heart like you'll never know
and i know for a fact...that i'll never let it show
